Chord Overstreet / Sam Evans is ♥.
What if David is gay and Goliath is a closet dude? What if the reason why David killed Goliath is because Goliath won’t admit to people that he and David are in a relationship? What if all along… it’s just a simple lover’s quarrel? An argument that went too far, causing for the death of Goliath. What if…
If at first you don’t succeed,
Think that the world turned its back on you,
'Cause lies and problems and all your deeds,
Will screw you, in time, maybe in two.
Sometimes, I think I am not as important as I think I am. You will always have this one friend you’ll treat and regard as the closest to you and there are times you will feel that he is treating you crap. As if you don’t exist at all.
Like he does not know you. Like you are not important to him. Like you are not important at all. But truth is, he is the most important person to you in the entire world.
I don’t know why I am saying this. Maybe because I am experiencing it myself. Or maybe not. Maybe because I just feel for those who feel that way. Or maybe because I feel for myself. Every single time this would happen to me, I feel deeply sad.
No. Not sad. Depressed. Maybe because I am the type of person who always wants to feel special. That maybe, I really am important to people around me. It’s alright if not to all, but at least I am hoping to just one.
I just want to feel important. That I matter to someone. That someone out there is caring for me. That I am special to him. I really don’t know why I wrote to you about this tonight… Maybe because I am really not special to anyone.
Or maybe because I am really not important.
- an excerpt from the book I am currently weaving
I may have sense,
or I may not have one,
At the end of the day,
I am still a couple of words,
When the curtains are closed,
I’ll be the last couple of words you’ve heard.
'Cause the sun my swing
across the sky,
Like millions of crows
and billions of planes,
We’ll hold on to each other,
fly so high,
Until we feel no more pain.
From the depths of my feelings
to the shores of nothingness,
I’ll be the words to guide you
If you feel so down,
dipped in loneliness,
I love you, are all the words I’d bravely say.